Fifth day.

I hope it's the fifth day.  I'm really terrible with math.

So, I found out that 'she' prefers to be identified as a 'he.'  That's perfectly cool, but I feel a little bad for misidentifying him in the first place.

I joined the Simmons Chorale today.  It was awesome.  Unfortunately, I sweat profusely throughout the day, so I showed up in a bit of a repulsive state.  No one seemed to care, though.  

I put my stake in as an alto, who could possibly switch to tenor (or soprano 2, if the group was desperate).  The songs are pretty, but I need to quickly learn to read music.  Oh well.  I've got to start somewhere, huh?

My group of friends is slowly settling down a bit.  At least I'm making an honest effort to be social, which already differs greatly from my past life in CT.

All my CT friends are doing well without me.

I'm really glad, since I'm doing so well without them, too.

I bought two new books today.  One is Am-Bitch-ous and the other is The Female Thing.  I'm psyched.  I've been looking forward to feminist perspectives and more female-oriented media, therefore I found this perfect.

I have a bit of a crush on this guy, now.  Maybe it's slightly misguided.  As far as I know of him, we have quite a bit in common.  He's really into grammar and spelling (which is an interest rarely found nowadays), and incidentally purchased the same comforter set that I did last semester.  Rainbow stripes on one side, aqua on the other.  I fear I'm giving off too much information.  Perhaps I'll make this post private.

Second Day.

I made friends with some vegetarian lesbians.  Precisely the crowd I wanted to associate with, at least for the time being.

My roommates are out attending a party.

Tonight, karaoke was held at Alumnae Hall.  I tell you, I was the karaoke goddess.  Now, this doesn't imply that I can sing, but I sure as hell can demand attention with my stage presence.

I opened up the show with What A Girl Wants by Christina Aguilera.

I was shaking a bit but, the more flamboyantly and ridiculously I behaved, the more comfortable I became.

Later, I sang I Touch Myself by the Divinyls.  That was like a seductive rock dance.  Some random chick came on the stage, intending for me to direct the song to her.  I did, improvising a bit.  My roommates later told me I was the best act in the show, but hey.  They could've just been saying that.

Either way, I can't wait to join either the chorus or theater group.

There was this cute girl who had an awesome stage presence, as well.  She said her name was Aiden.  I really hope I get to know her.

Addam told me "...please don't be a lesbian."

Well, I kind of wish I could promise him something finite, but I can't.

I know he still likes me.

Unfortunately for him, I'm not secure as far as my sexuality goes.

I still have the hots for some girls.

Likewise for a couple guys.

Anyway, college is the place to figure all this out, right?

At least I can temporarily purge here.